It's turning the 'whole' numbers in life that always seem to trigger these type of feelings I think... reaching the big zeros...30, 40, 50, ...etc
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I had my 70th last Friday!😪.... and I keep telling myself this is a privilege denied to so many.
But it's difficult. I honestly feel that I'm now in a time where I don't belong.
My era and belonging were the 60s-90s really and the world was a much different place back then.
50 is a milestone for sure and it will make you question many areas in your life!...
I wish you luck with it and hope you can navigate around the years ahead without too much stress and unhappiness.