I've been quite a heavy drinker my whole life. My friends are all drinkers & any social event always involved booze. I've had stages where alcohol has been a big part & I've craved the next time I can get drunk. After having my daughter I stopped going out & drinking at home on weekends.
This always made me feel tired & irritable the next day. I never wanted to do anything with my family. In Jan 2020 I suggested to my them partner I might stop drinking for a month. She scoffed & said you'll never do it. Four years later & I still have not touched a drop. My career has blossomed & life improved but sadly I'm going through a horrific break up & custody battle. I have thought about having a drink to numb what I'm feeling but I know it's not a good idea.