Pretty rubbish. I saw the doctor yesterday about my blood tests, and apparently my haemoglobin level is elevated, the opposite of being anaemic. He said it's rare, and it's a good indication of leukaemia or at least the precursor to it. He's put me on the cancer pathway and now I'm just waiting to hear. Even typing the words is terrifying. I asked if it was possible it is something else, but I didn't really get an answer, I don't think he knew as he said he'd never seen it before. I have no other symptoms which must be good though.
I'm only posting here because my other half is refusing to talk about it until anything is definite, but my whole world feels like it has tilted on its axis and I feel like I need to tell someone, even if it's you lot.
I have resisted the urge to Google as I don't want to scare myself any further, but I swing between being really positive and then really tearful. The waiting and not knowing is really shit, but at least it's not bad news yet.
We're off to Normandy on Sunday for the week so I'm going to try and put it to the back of my mind and enjoy it, we've also booked to go to Malta at the beginning of November and I don't want anything to spoil that either but I will have been seen by then, it's no more than a 2 week wait.
Anyway honestly not looking for anything, just needed to get it out. Sorry to bring the thread down, probably should have posted in the depression thread..