filthyfox

They will probably want tge microchip number too, so no hassle there

It sounds to me lime you need to change the antidepressants. YES- lofe will be shit for a month when you come off them and change to the new drug; but you will feel so much better for it- it's like having a shave on a hot day.

Thankfully, I was spared that when i was in the Police. I don't know how you will come to terms with it- but try to get help of Some description, as it will haunt you for life of not.

Don't ever feel guilty about taking time out... I just sent this to my work colleagues. Just writing it made me feel better! I don't know how much Michelle has felt able to share with you about why I'm not at work, so I thought I should drop you a line. I have always been open about who I am, and what impacts my ability to be me; so you may already know a lot of this. My life is affected by two disabilities- General Anxiety Disorder (anxiety), and Obstructive Sleep Apnoea (OSA). I wasn't born with either of these "friends"; they just popped up along life's journey. Unfortunately, it has been quite difficult adjusting not only to the fact that they come with me everywhere I go; but also the fact that I have no choice but to let them come with me. I will spare the full details as to how they impact me, but if you want to know; then just ask. Both of these conditions can be treated so that they impact less; but, that treatment regime must be followed rigidly, and there is no guarantee that the treatment received will help forever. Anxiety is treated with antidepressant/SSRI drugs. I am now on my third different type; and in order to start a new drug, you have to come completely off the old drug first before starting a new type. That means no help with anixety effects at all; and all your demons come to bite you at the same time. I have been through this during this course of absence, and, indeed had already delayed this for a year. I am now trying to find the correct dose of the new drug (fluoxetine/prozac). I also have therapy appointments through Steps to Wellbeing. After two years of self funded (quite expensive) treatment for OSA, I have finally been given a CPAP machine from NHS. This machine is more effective than the one I purchased and had to maintain. I am also, only now, receiving medical support for this condition. The machine limits the number of times I stop breathing for more than 10 seconds in the night, and is working well. During my absence, I caught covid, which was then followed by a chest infection; so this has further hampered my recovery. Unfortunately, the increased flow of air from the CPAP leaves me vulnerable to this. I am now incredibly physically unfit owing to a complete lack of motivation, extreme fatigue and an inability to exercise. I have been signed off for a further month. I am hopeful, and also confident, that this will be the last i will need. I have 3 weeks annual leave booked at the end of that month; and I have no doubt that what I have planned will lead to me being so, so much stronger than when I was forced to not work through disability. Hopefully the anxiety treatment will be sustainable long term, and I won't have to suffer again as I have done. I no longer have to worry about the CPAP treatment being ineffective, as this is now being medically monitored. I will see you all again on 21st October. If I am not completely fit, and hopefully stronger and more resilient than before; then I shall just have to live with it- I do have over half of my working life still to go, and I am sure I will meet more "friends" along the way! I am hopeful that Occupational Health will come up with some ideas to make things a bit easier for me.

DEFINITELY do it. Pet Plan are good with claims.

The branded box

That should be V9s goal.

My end is in sight. I fully believe that, after changing SSRIs I will be ready in a month. BUT... as I have annualnleave in a month and a week- I shall be ready in 2 months, and ****ing enjoy EVERY MINUTE I have left. Got occupational health assessment (self requested). I need to get back. So... my job.... You want tonride someone else's horse for money?- I licence that You want your dog to go kennels? I licence that You want to buy a puppy... you should make sure its from someone I've licensed. You've lost your dog? Maybe I picked it up If you're a dirty mother cutting sister ****er that abuses or manipulates animals; you had better be worried.

We are by faaaaaaaar the greatest team; the world has ever seeeeeeen

I made EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THESE!!!!!!

My aim was to start a business. Not one I could survive on; but one I enjoyed. I have a job (off sick with angst/dep), but the business is an outlet for my creativity

Ps.... I'M A SURVIVOR!!!!

Absolutely, unequivocally you need to sort your life out mate. And it ISNT weakness to seek medicinal chemical help authorised by a doctor.

You've.... been around long enough for me to recognise your name

I'm always ready at the end of a theatre show BUT I NEVER LEAVE BEFORE THE LAST SONG!

I thought this was referring to the amount of time Tottenham fans last.... I mean the amount of time Tottenham lasted at the top of the league!

Or... the washing machine in general

Shit mate. Steer clear.

Is... that a euphemism?

Sooooo pa pa Coooooo pa pa

GOAT... I need say no more

.... you posted that at 2315? After a draw against Spurs? Do you need a reality check?

A draw against Tottingham..... a new dawn arriveth

SOOOOOOO PA PA COOOOOO PA PA!

I may get parametric anyway