Struggling at the minute.
Had to present a report I created to a few of the business top dogs yesterday in London. It started out really well and then all of a sudden (this might sound a bit weird) I was struggling to swallow and couldn't speak, and then started gagging in front of everyone.
They were nice about it and told me to leave as we'd gone through most of what we needed to by then, but on the train back I just felt humiliated. I suffer constantly with throat related issues which I thought were due to reflux, I even had surgery to 'fix' this last year but the worst symptoms are still happening, which leads me to think it's an anxiety issue. I have suffered with anxiety / depression for a few years now - not sure if anyone else has experienced these kind of symptoms?
Got some more trips out planned next week at different sites and honestly just dreading the thought of it now.