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Sounds like mine's unpopular then cos I think he's alright still. Ricky gervais though, ****ing he'll he is rancid. He's been alright in some films but I've realised that's cos he's reading a script rather than being himself ( ****)

I just ****ing hate people. It's a very all encompassing thought but someone always wants me to say "present company excluded" to which the answer is no and makes me hate them more specifically rather than just my general hatred for the species. I can play along and function as an adult, but it's always there and is real

Stick a bit of lemonade or lime in the lager and laugh at the people calling it shandy as you drink them under the table.

Good man, take the counselling. I learned and actually finally understood that it was ok to be pissed off with what was going on in my life at the time. And then some cognitive behavioural shizzle to deal with it better. (Took time) Hope the med increase works, if not, ask for a different kind. Took me a few tries. As you can see above, I've had a bit of a wobble and have treated myself to a small increased dose, up 5mg to 40mg paroxetine a day, and feeling great. Think I'll continue for a bit and enjoy a 5 day "happy holiday" 😂 Also keep busy, I've cleared the garage, left 4 broken bikes as a jackpot for the rag and bone man and filled the back of an audi q7 for tip run. Not exactly my idea of fun but I feel like I've achieved something and have been too busy today and am too knackered now to even have the energy to over Think shit. Time for a film with the wife then bed before a nice Sunday 8 Pinter with footie and bbq to see the weekend out. You're not alone mate, read @Izzy Muzzett's advice to me from earlier today.

I think when things are at their worst, we survive on almost adrenaline alone. When things feel like they should be better, your body has nothing left to fight with and you start to succumb to all manner of ills, especially the common cold. You then have to make sure having got through the worst, not to let this affect your mindset once again. It's a vicious cycle. I try to look at it like this - there are times in life where you know it is going to be shit. Circumstances you already k ow are going to happen and you know you will not enjoy it. These times usually have a finite timespan and as long as you know you just need to endure it until you get through it and out the other side, it can be easier. Prepare yourself mentally and try to set yourself up right mentally for it. Easier said than done at times I know but I certainly find it easier than the big kicks in the bollocks that come out of nowhere.

Thanks for this mate. It resonates massively. It's nice to think people really do understand. No easy answers, just mutual support. God bless this thread and God bless foxestalk ( in a totally non religious way from a totally non religious person, the phrase just works) Worse things happen at war and all that and I'm doing ok so far. Thanks

Oh go on then, you've won me over. Grrr, go wes and adam, shag em and ditch em, sniff away, the slags, yeah, doing it for the boys. 😂

I've not watched much as I am a shit neutral. I planned to watch the Leicester world cup but then missed the Portugal Spain game at my son's football presentation, and too many of our boys on the bench in the first round to bother. Chuck in games during work time and I've not really felt it, but a bit like how close season is more exciting for internet surfing with transfer rumours etc, I'm enjoying the stories. Iran sounded great when they went a goal down to Spain. The Nigeria group is set for a great finish and really hoping our boys in green finish Argentina. Saw bits of Denmark Peru and Peru were by far the better team and then the first to be eliminated(?) And what's not to enjoy seeing Brazil and Germany have a stuttering start (sure they'll both be there in the semis though unless they face each other) The Ronaldo Messi debate is great. Ronaldo single handedly dragging his team to glory while Messi contributes to Argentina's woes with the penalty. On top of that, with low expectation for England I find myself rediscovering some passion and hope for England. One of the few times we've won the opener. If only Southgate realised how good vardy is it could be perfect.

Woo-hoo, is it game on again then if we narrow it down to Newcastle? I was a bit worried there and haven't even started on Birmingham yet 😎😋

Glad crayon face is gone. Don't think samira will have much luck but Rosie needed out for her own sanity. She needs to self destruct in private Liking the new bloke. Wise beyond his years, but I'm sure if we give him enough time he'll turn into Adam mark 2.

I believe the correct etiquette here is... @StanSP send nudes! 😂

Well after a long period where it felt like I had turned a corner, life comes along to kick you in the nuts. Time to see how far I've come. After yet another stand up row with my new business partner I can now look forward to another career defining argumeeting next week. That will take care of itself to a large extent. The real test is to not over think it all weekend (yet still think about it enough to make sure I'm ready) without being in a mood all weekend resulting in arguments with the wife. I am so confident in what I've got to do, but also feel I have a legitimate right to be a bit down, but not got to let the big D take over and start slipping again. I'll see how I go and self medicate a small dose increase for a day or 2 I think (trust me I'm a fully qualified **** head) and see if I feel like turning around weekend argument number 1 ( a good old fashioned shouty one where she tells me I need to change and I'm ****ed up in the head. Bingo love, any advice my darling or just cheer the **** up shall I?) Looking forward to the extra dosage ( and extra scrutiny and criticism if I go to the laptop to try to bring my work related thoughts into some sort of order.) Oh happy days, see you on the other side.

I'm going to go with yes, yes they are, for that reason (and more)

New boy picks zara. Adam picks Rosie because he owes it to her. Everyone's happy, except samira who goes home.

Reads like suicide as well. Always sad.