I've been wondering why I cared so much back in the day with all those shit managers and have lost so much care right now.
Is it because I was a kid growing up and everything was exciting?
Or because those teams always looked they were trying even when we went down in 07/08?
Or is it because I've seen it all now, and I can't get excited about the shit part of a journey I've already been on?
I had a season ticket for years and used to travel all the way from Newcastle for home games. Now I've not bothered turning sky on to watch us recently.
I just hope I start caring again some day. I miss the nervousness and excitement.
It's also the first time I'd say I'd rather England do well than Leicester. Maybe again, it's because I haven't seen it.