Unabomber

Off to the thornbridge taproom today.

**** me big effort now I’m stuffed

Same but today. Wasn’t too bad took an hour. Prob burned off the Camembert I’m about to consume at least.

Yeah there no point in saying otherwise, the first few months and years will suck. However it gets easier once the initial raw grief passes and you remember the happy moments. My dad was the same he worked hard and my mum sorted all the life stuff. He had no idea how to shop and cook etc but he’s adapted well.

I think just time passing and realising there’s nothing that you can do to change things. I have regrets such as proposing to my now wife after she had gone, wish I had done that when she was alive. She would’ve loved to see me get married and obviously will never have a grandchild. I always think about the positives and that she had a great life, I try to remember that whilst it is shit for me there is plenty of people who have had it way worse than me.

Yeah first few years it’s just constant pain and pure grief and loss thinking how much you wish your lost one was there to experience life with you. However now and I appreciate it’s different for everyone I just think she would want me to be happy so I live like that.

Just read the power of the dog. It’s probably the best book I’ve read. It’s about the war on drugs and it’s absolutely amazing. Fiction but based on real events.

It’s like your one mate who just lies all the time and over eggs everything. Apart from the fact that this guy actually does play for a premier league team.

5 years ago yesterday since my mum suddenly died. Crazy how fast the time goes. The first 2 years were awful but it does get easier.

Boss got a new one out this year bottled absolu and it’s unreal

Both great

That’s weird I’ve got a few and they’re all class.

I would also strongly recommend noted aromas they do really cheap dupes of the likes of Tom ford. I have Tom ford oud wood and the dupe from noted and they’re very similar but with a £200 price difference.

For winter Armani - Stronger with you intensely. Absolute bargain atm and you won’t smell like every other guy wearing Aventus or Sauvage.

I really didn’t think Ruud would do this. So disappointing

WTF is ruud doing? Pretty horrified tbh I didn’t think he would do this to us

I’d play this but maybe coady in for okoli

Are we getting a free mince pie?

If we’re talking about overrated pints then peroni takes the crown. Absolutely terrible pint.

I do agree those drinking it to fit in etc are annoying.

The Guinness debate is boring. It’s a fine tasty pint. I don’t really compare it to other stouts or porters. I’d rather a Guinness than a random lager in a pub. However if I’m in a micro pub or craft bar I’m likely going to enjoy their offerings more.

Can we stop going on about Cuhna ffs like he would score against big Danny Ward

Gavin and Stacey was fine back in the day pretty harmless and easy watching. Then it became apparent that James Corden was a massive twat.

Verdant - lightbulb in Brew Ashby. Great pint.

Finally found his level