Last couple of hours of my 30s. Thought I'd feel much worse than I do now, as it's been mostly a disaster of a decade. Have had HUGE anxieties about my continued troubles and lack of progress over the last 10+ years. Excaserbated by being the last of the 'grandchildren' to get a "proper job", or move out from home, have a partner, or (as of an announcement last week) have children. I am literally the runt of the litter.
Had a good session with my therapist earlier though, who's been helping me reframe things to look forward and concentrate on my future. Also had some good news; a script I'd submitted to a prestigious TV festival in the UK was rejected, but they told me I'd reached the top 30%, which is a massive (MASSIVE) step forward and a huge boost. Gonna concentrate on that. For the first time in over a decade I finally feel like I have a positive future. Life begins at 40 etc.